Jerkface Revised

As promised, here is the revised version of "Jerkface"! Enjoy!

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The moment that you feel lost
When that jerkface tries to tear you apart
You feel like no one trusts you, no one loves you, you’re abandoned at the curb… left all alone to rot into pieces…

She randomly wanders into her own little world…
Endlessly sobbing…
As she silently screams the pain trapped between her teeth…

Seeking a new beginning and a place to truly call home, the internal self-reminiscing causes a tremendous depressive emotion as she envisions those who she once called “friends” dancing in their dazzling fun in front of her face as she’s stuck on the sidelines watching…
Excluded, she thinks of herself as a “lone and lost puppy”.
Thinking that there’s brightness somewhere on the other side,
She runs back to a place where she once resided
Only to be trampled upon and receive no signs of a warm welcome…

The one thing to tell yourself
Is that it’s not your fault for the rotten actions of others.
Don’t go blaming yourself for someone else’s issues…
There are a lot more people who will actually side with you than you think…
Karma will definitely be heading towards whoever wants to act like a genuine jerkface!

Jerkface

Welcome to your blast from the past... starring me! I'm going to show all of you people out there the tremendous difference in my writing from when I first started writing poetry back in 2006 up until now. This poem was written in June, 2006 and will be heavily revised by me tonight and reposted. This is actually one of the very first poems I wrote ever, and for some reason I always liked to include lost (yorkie) puppies in them. Here is the version from the past:

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“Bark” *insert scream here* goes the poor little yorkie lost from her home

No one trusts her, no one loves her, she was pretty much abandoned

She randomly wanders around crying… silently

She goes to a place her owner used to take her and sees all of the other dogs having their little fun; she just stands there and watches

Since she cannot enter, she just thinks of herself as a “lost puppy”

She sees her owner nearby and runs up and scratches him

The previous owner totally abused her, a lot more than just a meaningless scratch

She isn’t the jerk, her owner is, but why doesn’t anyone see the owner as the bad guy?

And when her owner is alone in the world, she will know why!