Understand

If you commonly say that you're walking down the path of life, it's super cliche, but it's true. If you say that bitterness can be turned to something tasty, then you're definitely not out of your mind. If you say that bashing yourself will lead to an endless nightmare, that's so true. When one year ago, the only things at home consisted of hurt, drama, and confusion, you look for a stress release. You're not quite sure who to talk to because figuring out the meaning of who's true and who's out to screw you over is more difficult than the most ridiculous programming language. And the mission still continues now. You turn to your fingertips or a pencil because a virtual machine or a piece of paper reads everything. It will always be there for you. But at some point, you deem people worthy of entering this private shrine. If you are worthy, then you have done something special or led me to a personal reflection session that leads to a positive turning point. If you read the secret hidden messages and understand them, that makes you even more valuable. If you even go out of your way to do acts of unselfishness to help a dream that was attainable with an extra boost to the top shelf, I totally want to pay it forward to you. Even though the smiley face will never go away, there is a hidden frowny face that pops itself out of nowhere and takes me by surprise. The fibers are so hard to erase that there are still remains on the white board that are tough to scrub off. But they ARE going away. If you are able to understand each part of the code, then I will give you more pieces of the puzzle... If you understand, then you are mindful. If you understand, then you are special. If you understand, then you will enter into the beauties of love.